| |
From
the January/February 2008 issue of The Horn Book Magazine
Boston Globe–Horn
Book Award Acceptance
by M. T. Anderson
would like to speak of reading and of the town where I grew up;
I would like to speak of Stow, Massachusetts, some forty miles from
here, as it was in the glorious year 1976.
In that bicentennial year, our town was still rural,
and in the center stood the white-steepled church and the Richardsonian
library, which was brick and quaintly turreted. Down the road our
town had, of course, its haunted house, its Puritan graves, its
ice-cream stand, and its bad girl. It had its pumpkins and its squash.
At crossroads marked with stone in Stow, in Sudbury, in Concord,
in Acton, stood crumbling nineteenth-century houses in which lived
crumbling nineteenth-century couples, born in the reign of Queen
Victoria, and now, in the reign of disco, clipping flowers sweetly
about the green. Several of the farms were farms, and through the
woods ran stone walls behind which one might crouch, present, and
fire. The autumn air smelled of Concord grapes and windfall apples
turned to vinegar. There were great stretches of woodland. From
the lake, one could walk for several hours through forest and emerge
in the town center, behind the Buick salesman. I recall that the
grocery store, in that time, was called Purity Supreme, and as we
walked its aisles, we heard voices in the air that spoke of Joy,
of Cheer, of Bounty.
I believed in a land of great expanse that had
an untamable wilderness at its heart. Towns were refuges from the
wild. Ours was a nation of contrasts, from the brownstones of the
cities to the shacks of mountain villages, from the barnyards of
the Northeast to the barrios of the Southwest. It was a nation where
difference was celebrated, where siding varied from brick to stucco,
where local slang was forged in parking lots, and where one man’s
po’ boy was another man’s hero.
I learned the particular morphology of the American
town through reading. I read Homer Price and Dandelion
Wine, The Great Brain and The Mad Scientists’
Club, and from such books as these, I learned to parse Americana.
I learned to feel myself part of a tradition of clapboard, phone
pole, and loneliness on dirt roads. If I had not read of Centerburg,
Ohio, I could not a few years later have been so haunted by Winesburg,
Ohio, or Spoon River, or Yoknapatawpha County, or Wilder’s
Our Town.
And I could not have understood my town.
A town, if its associations are severed, is nothing but an expanse
of herbage and geometrical solids. It is only through a long accretion
of story and explanation that it begins to yield up its shape, the
canon of its elements. Every nation, every people, has its own vocabulary
of community. We learn a nationalized language of association and
cliché. We have seen movies; we have seen calendars; we have
read picture books; so when we say farm, we do not think
neutrally of a unit of agricultural production, but of a red barn,
a white house, and an evening sky spread behind them like unfurled
romaine.
In the same way, I was taught to recognize the
elements of the New England town all around me. In the year 1976,
the porch of one of our town’s Victorian houses was used for
a television commercial by Entenmann’s, or perhaps it was
Pepperidge Farm — I can’t recall which, but they would
not have used us if we hadn’t had that small-town, horse-and-buggy,
rural snack-cake atmosphere. This, strangely, was when we realized
we were absolutely the real thing: when the grand houses of our
mill-village first appeared as a simulation on TV, with a grandfather
giving some other generation Danish or snickerdoodles in a stay-fresh
box. The colors of the trees and the grass were golden and luminous.
I did not feel that the American town was a thing of the past —
it seemed vividly alive, all around me. My heart swelled with pride.
If I sound ironic, it is only because these are
the places I loved more than any other places in the world, and
now they are disappearing.
Of course, nostalgia is a somewhat fatuous emotion.
My parents may long for Clove gum, I may long for Bubblicious, but
really, it is not worth imposing old gum on new generations. Leave
it on the underside of the desk. What we’re really longing
for is not the gum itself but the youth of the jaws that chewed
it.
There is a similar danger in a lament for the passing
of the American town, regionalism, and provincialism, which is also
a lament for the disappearance of polio and the lynch mob, the suppression
of bigotry. Yet, nostalgia aside, I look about me, and see that
American towns are in fact changing at an unprecedented rate. This
disappearance of the historical, the known town, is not simply the
cantankerous illusion of the middle-aged. It is statistical.
Since 1960, the world’s human population
has more than doubled. Let us lay aside the global implications
of this terrifying acceleration, its impact on us as an animal species,
and think only about how this population growth has already altered
American patterns of settlement.
In the state of Massachusetts, about forty-four
acres of woodland are razed for development every day. Nationally,
each day sees the leveling of some six thousand acres of woodland,
farm, and wetland. American farmland alone is cleared for building
at a rate of two acres per minute. And the American farm that remains
is often not the homestead and hoedown we envision, in an age of
centralization, corporatization, genetic modification, national
distribution, and dis-economies of scale. The physical nature of
our landscape has changed irrevocably.
The issue is not simply the raw growth of the American
population. While the American birthrate is lower than many other
nations’, this is offset by our level of consumption and construction.
We constitute 4.5 percent of the human population but use about
25 percent of all that our species produces globally. This hungry
sense of material entitlement, too, determines the architectural
shape of the American town: since that glorious decade of the 1970s,
when I scrambled through the orchards of Stow, the average new American
home has grown by 55 percent. Since the beginning of this millennium,
the yearly rate of second home sales has more than doubled. I would
buy one myself, if I weren’t an author of children’s
books.
If Stow’s exurban woodland seemed Edenic
to me when I was eight, it was not merely because I was young and
easily seduced by chickadees. I happened to be born at a moment
between economies. Stow’s agricultural economy had received
a blow in the middle of the twentieth century, when the refrigerated
railroad car made possible the national distribution of foodstuffs
— apples from Washington State, in particular. By the time
of my earliest memories, much of Stow’s farmland had turned
to woodland over a quarter century of neglect. The town was more
heavily wooded in the year 1976 than it had been for the two hundred
years before. It was indeed an idyllic moment in the history of
my town — farm and forest, small suburb and center.
Those of us who live near where we grew up often
have these moments of double-take, as scraps of land are in-filled
around old houses, as dark woods that seemed eternal prove to be
mired in historical process, disappearing overnight to make way
for rows of houses colored sweet as Necco wafers. The past seems
to vanish, what we know is erased, and there is sand in the eye
of memory, until it winces shut.
This seems a small thing — the sniffling
of the antiquarian — until we recognize that the entire morphology
of the American town is actually shifting fundamentally —
it has already fundamentally shifted without us noticing. We no
longer live in towns in which a main street with shops and apartments
is surrounded by variegated pockets of neighborhood, suburb, farm,
and forest. We no longer may know of the passage from one town to
the next by the fact that things get thin, then thick again.
There is a new morphology to the American town,
though the myth-ology remains the same. With the widespread
installation of the suburban, car-oriented model of civic planning,
stores congregate in malls at the edges of towns. The main street
dies, or, in a few lucky instances, becomes a boutique relic of
a hammy past. Zoning laws enacted since the Second World War —
devised with the laudable intention of rationalizing communities
and introducing greater efficiencies — now demand that the
functions of a town be split up geographically: business, residential,
retail. Houses are built in “pods,” unified by design
and stratified by cost — and therefore, social class. Due
to the brutal infrastructure expenses of suburban planning and the
particular structure of real estate taxation, those who have lived
in a town for a long time — retirees especially, and a town’s
blue-collar inhabitants — often find it impossible to stay
in the houses and apartments they have long called theirs. They
move out. Thus, as the town’s geographical history disappears,
so is its architectural quiddity subsumed, and its traditional population
displaced.
All over this nation, towns now are not a place,
but a nonplace, a universal, a locus of shuttling. No one knows
their lore; their history is invisible. The average American moves
once every six years. If there is a feeling that change is vertiginously
rapid, that is due to the fact that it actually is. There is nothing
wrong with change — but this amounts to erasure. Historically,
individual regions have enjoyed or suffered changes equal to what
we undergo, but never in the written history of our race has every
quadrant of the globe sustained such continued shocks and reorganization.
We literally do not know what we are. Little surprise that our children
look solely to the future, to the marvelous expansion of product
lines that surely shall follow, the technologies that shall soon
be available. We are a society whose sense of the past runs only
as deep as the cheap marble tiles lain down in our desolate million-dollar
foyers, a thin veneer ready to buckle and hardly grouted.
We must stop telling ourselves that everything
is as it was. We know the vernacular of Americana so well that we
too easily read it in shorthand. A doormat depicting a mill-village
does not turn our nineties subdivision into a town of old. Disney’s
new film logo, in which Cinderella’s Gothic castle stands
amidst an imagined landscape of quaint American hamlets and riverboats
— Hannibal, Missouri, crossing the Alps — does not remind
us of American community but supplants its reality. Our chests may
swell as we think of the breadth of our land — from the mountains
to the prairies, to the oceans, white with foam — but the
mountains have been condo-ized, less than three percent of the American
prairies actually survive at this point, and as for the oceans,
the Atlantic is almost fished out and the Pacific is white with
a becalmed gyre of garbage the size of Texas, in which the density
of particulate plastic is roughly six times that of plankton.
In one sense, America has to stop telling itself
stories. We cannot give to our children the world we would wish
them to have. I cannot take my niece and nephew to the town of Stow
in the glorious year 1976 — the forests, the farm stands,
the haunted ranch house.
But in another sense, storytelling is vital right
now. It is our duty and our privilege as writers for children and
as educators of children to present some kind of continuity, some
myth of community. I wish to pass these things on, in the way that
they were passed on to me by Ray Bradbury, or Katherine Paterson,
or Laurence Yep, or Daniel Pinkwater.
I wish our literature to be that space of play
between the houses, between the subdivisions. Children have always
made the interstices, the unused places, their own — the attic
and the basement, the vacant lot, the odd copse, the mini-mart parking
lot, the field left to grow into forest. I hope that our books can
become the kids’ own place, filled with their own special
junk wrested from the ruins, a place neglected by adults, a site
luxuriant with growth, where with each return there is something
new glistening to be found, something surprising and delightful
to be forgotten.
And of course, I wish to restore history to them.
I wish to make it theirs, and at the same time, to say that the
past will never belong to any of us. I write of the places I love
— of Boston, of Stow — not to gussy up a past now rotting,
but to deliver these communities with all their lineaments of age
and sorrow and hazy delight to a new generation. I wish to say,
Here is what we have been. Now decide what you shall
be. I wish to say, I write to you at the end of the world
that was known, and the beginning of a new and unknown one.
I wish to say, I give you the thing that was dearest to me —
this town, these people. I don’t know that you can use it.
I’m not sure it’s of any worth. But I do not know of
any greater way I can show my love than to give you the thing I
have loved most.
When I was a child, I believed that Heaven should
be like an American town. I was a very small Edward Hicks in tiny
bell-bottoms. No one would have any differences, and my art teacher
would have projects for everyone, and Officer S—— would
sit on a folding chair, handing Doritos to the squirrels. The school
band would play “Hail to the Chief” for the Paschal
Lamb, and the mailman would sit down with the dentist, like a row
of Fisher-Price people. As our parents exchanged beers, the first
elastic pops and socks of the fireworks would reach us from the
green, and also the light of the grill reflected off the tombs and
obelisks as the first stars came out above the dim bluffs of white
pine. We would all come together to tell our stories, to finally
understand what had happened in the other houses; and as eternal
night fell, we would play Frisbee in the sweet-mowed mounds and,
at last, come to an understanding.
|
|